So Much Better

I think gettting through Sunday as well as I did has proven to me how far I've come just in the last few weeks. I am feeling so much better, so much stronger and more confident this week. Ex bf has been chatting with me and he is not getting to me like he was... I miss him and the illusion of what we had but I can see so clearly now that it was never really what I thought it was.
Anyway, I'm moving on... no more hanging onto the past and what could have been. I've started apartment hunting and I'm making plans for the future. There are so many things I'd like to do this summer, camping trips and sight-seeing. i wont' get any real vacation time but weekends are ok. I won't leave the island so nothing is more than a couple hours away.... it will be fun.
I had to work overtime today... not counting my breaks I put in about 10 hrs and will have to do at least the same tomorrow. But no overtime friday or weekends so its not so bad... could be alot worse. Not so long ago this would have killed me mentally ...I can take it in stride now.. its only a couple days and its the weekend. Will spend time with friends, get out and about and enjoy myself.