so glad to be home!!!!!

well, i made it, barely. i stayed there for 2 days and nights, longest time ever. didnt think i was going to make it. everything is so hard out there. i just hate it. tried to talk to mommy dearest and let her know in a nice way that if she doesnt stop trying to controll him, he is going to snap. he was crying yesterday, i breaks my heart. i know i didnt get through to her. i will have to go out there moore. only prob, have to take so many xanex just so i dont loose it. my bowls loked up the day before i went and i am in lots of pain. im going to explode. ok write moore later.