so far, better and good
I left a bunch of messages last night for my therapist. I was starting out the day really sad. I’m taking care of myself which I am proud of, but it’s like I get a fleeting moment of self appreciation and then reality sets in. Depression. I’m trying the best I can and maybe once service starts I’ll feel better. Thanks for reading. Having here to turn to is life saving.
Now it is later on and indeed I do feel better now, after service and after a morning meal.
Life is making more sense.
I was thinking about Elon Musk during service while I was also managing
the two other 'new' priests to do their parts in the service.
Elon Musk said something like "Starting your own company is like wearing a suit of broken glass."
I understood that today - and it set the expectation for new things or in putting yourself out there.
I also realized that while being around others there is a duality in that there are bristles and as well, happy good interaction.
That too set a reality check for me - 'expectation.' It normalized all of it for me.
I was thinking life is a lot like conducting a meeting - very much so - it was like that - during services while I was managing these guys -
what I did wasn't perfect - but we got the message across and the job was well done enough.
I feel like I could do this again in business, again, like I once did, well I'm doing it now in THIS business :)
it's helping me see the character of this business and to not take the detail focus personally.
Just with a grain of salt - the nature of this locomotion.
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I'm glad that the sadness lifted as the day wore on sweetie
Things do become easier as they become more familiar to us...
It's nice that you could help the 2 new Priest's...xo
((((Marcos))))
Always proud of you amigo … you doing the dang thang :)
Thanks Janet and lil missy!