so drained

I feel so empty.. It's like the world has drained me of everything I had... The strength to live.. The ability to smile and laugh.. I feel weak... I still manage to force myself to laugh and smile and act as normal as possible. But it's the hardest thing I've done in a very long time.... After a couple of hours around or talking to anyone, I feel sooo tired... and then when I everyone starts getting mad at me like they always do.. It just goes downhill from there... anyways...I don't have the energy to sit here and write much more... I just need to let this out somehow before I completely fall apart...