So confused

I'm being to think it was a big mistake going off my thyroid med. I'm starting to feel more tired. I need better direction from certain doctors. My health can't be this much of a guessing game. I either need to be told to take the med or not point blank. I guess I'll start back up on it. It's not like my sweating and hot flashes have stopped not being on it. I read anxiety was a symtom of synthroid so I thought maybe that was part of my problem. 
I could deal deal with the hot flashes if they were more sporadic. Mine last forever and are constant when they hit. I suppose I could try the estrogen patch again. I swear that spikes my anxiety even more and had something to do with my heart rate dropping. I'm so lost and confused.