SO AMAZING!!

I have been fighting this battle with self-injury long enough-- four years of cutting, and ten years of general self-injurious behaviors. I am done fighting. I have cut twice since Friday, and I feel FUCKING AMAZING! The euphoria is outta this world. I am focused. I am able to breathe. I feel as light as a feather. I don't know why I fought it this long. Like seriously?? This is FUCKING AMAZING!! Scars, pfft! I don't give a care about scars. I'll just keep my cutting to my legs, and I'll be fine. I don't wear short shorts anyways! And to think I struggled to avoid this?! What was I thinking?? It's been 20 minutes since I bandaged myself up, and I feel better than I did then. I think I have found the holy grail in terms of cure for my depression!! :)~Tracie