Smokey and my story.

I was getting to the end of ever wanting to date again.  I made up my mind if I could not find a "Taurus" man that I would not date again and be celibate.  I asked Smokey to dance at the No.5 Legion.  The next Saturday, I asked if I could join his table.  He said yes.  I asked what his sign was and he was a Taurus.  He asked my why.  I said I was interested in it.  He said he was not.  I said that is okay cause I am.  The rest was history.  At that time, I was just looking for someone to have fun and kick up my heels with.  Along came Smokey.  It was grand and neither of from that point on ever looked for anyone else again.  We were together for ten years.  We were each others love of our lives and soul mates.  The darkness came on Nov. 15, 2009 and Smokey went on ahead of me and died.  The darkness is leaving me.  Will I ever meet someone to have fun with and kick up my heels with again?  I hope so.  I don't chose to be alone again but if I don't find anyone I might be alone the rest of my life.  I have family and people but it is not the same.  We shall see.  I am starting a new chapter of my life and it is exciting.  We shall see which direction my life is going.  It is not the end for me but the start of something good.  From Diane