Smokey and I loved each other deeply that it still amazes me.
Smokey and I loved each other deeply that it still amazes me to this very day. We could never believe how quickly time flew by in our relationship. We were together ten years but it felt like ten months or less. We both felt blessed and lucky to have found one another. This was the best relationship in our entire lives for both of us. Smokey was the love of my life. I was Smokey's love of his life as well. I remember how we met, when we met and how our lives changed after we found one another. After 3 months we knew we were crazy about one another. After ten months, we could not live without one another and Smokey asked me to move in with him. We never regreted any of our decisions. We were the best thing for one another.
Dave on the other hand always walks on the side of caution in his feelings for me. I know he had rough experiences in his life with women, especially with Catherine. It doesn't mean every woman is the same as her. One day he accidentally called me Catherine. He felt bad afterwards and almost cried. Dave said don't worry as you are nothing like Catherine. For me after Smokey, no one can compare to him. I am walking on the side of caution with Dave as well. I think we are both walking on the side of caution regarding our feelings for one another. It doesn't make it any easier for either one of us. On the 21st of November, we will have been dating for three months.
The difference is when I was dating Smokey, I was living with CW and he was living on his own. We both worked and missed one another. We got together Friday to Sunday. Monday to Friday, I was at my place and Smokey was at his place. We talked on the phone most nights. With Dave, he picks me up after work, I have dinner at his place and spend the night. In the morning, Dave drops me off at my place and goes to work. It is like this Monday to Friday. On the weekends, we spend the entire weekend together. It doesn't give us much time to miss one another that is for sure. It was Dave's idea. He started this routine. The first Sunday Dave dropped me off and said I will see you on Friday. I said okay. He phones me later on Sunday and comes pick me up. The routine started after that day. When Dave and I are together so much, there is not much time to miss one another. It is the way it is now for us. I am not sure if it is a good thing or not but it is what it is now. When I spent the weekend with my girlfriends, Dave missed me so much and did not want me to go away again. I never promised that I would never go away again. I enjoy time with my girlfriends. I might go visit Gerald & Sheri on Vancouver Island one time. I love my family and don't see much of Gerald & Sheri.
I am almost finished my Christmas Shopping. I finished shopping for Lisa's birthday, which is one week before Christmas on Dec. 18th. I only have two gift cards to buy and I am all done. I already wrapped or packaged everything that I got so far. My Christmas shopping is so easy. I only have my older brother Don. I keep it simple for him as he has no money. I have Lisa, Grant & Tyson. I have Dave. It is simple for me. I like simple.
Life is what it is now for me. I could use a job. I get out on average 20 resumes a day, 100 per week and 400 per month. I am trying. It is the stupid economy that sucks. I still have not received the Letters of Administration yet and did email my lawyer. It should be coming any time soon. My friend CS might be interested in the car, which would make it very easy for me. I just need the Letters of Administration to get the car in my name so I can sell it. Yahoo!
You are my support. I need to talk and there are not people always around when you want to talk. I enjoy listening to you and the fact that you listen to me as well. I appreciate your feedbacks and comments. You are my life link and I still need all of you in my life. I might still keep in contact when my life gets in balance but we will see on that one. I don't know how people get on with their lives without Daily Strength.
Thank you from Diane Baillie
Dave on the other hand always walks on the side of caution in his feelings for me. I know he had rough experiences in his life with women, especially with Catherine. It doesn't mean every woman is the same as her. One day he accidentally called me Catherine. He felt bad afterwards and almost cried. Dave said don't worry as you are nothing like Catherine. For me after Smokey, no one can compare to him. I am walking on the side of caution with Dave as well. I think we are both walking on the side of caution regarding our feelings for one another. It doesn't make it any easier for either one of us. On the 21st of November, we will have been dating for three months.
The difference is when I was dating Smokey, I was living with CW and he was living on his own. We both worked and missed one another. We got together Friday to Sunday. Monday to Friday, I was at my place and Smokey was at his place. We talked on the phone most nights. With Dave, he picks me up after work, I have dinner at his place and spend the night. In the morning, Dave drops me off at my place and goes to work. It is like this Monday to Friday. On the weekends, we spend the entire weekend together. It doesn't give us much time to miss one another that is for sure. It was Dave's idea. He started this routine. The first Sunday Dave dropped me off and said I will see you on Friday. I said okay. He phones me later on Sunday and comes pick me up. The routine started after that day. When Dave and I are together so much, there is not much time to miss one another. It is the way it is now for us. I am not sure if it is a good thing or not but it is what it is now. When I spent the weekend with my girlfriends, Dave missed me so much and did not want me to go away again. I never promised that I would never go away again. I enjoy time with my girlfriends. I might go visit Gerald & Sheri on Vancouver Island one time. I love my family and don't see much of Gerald & Sheri.
I am almost finished my Christmas Shopping. I finished shopping for Lisa's birthday, which is one week before Christmas on Dec. 18th. I only have two gift cards to buy and I am all done. I already wrapped or packaged everything that I got so far. My Christmas shopping is so easy. I only have my older brother Don. I keep it simple for him as he has no money. I have Lisa, Grant & Tyson. I have Dave. It is simple for me. I like simple.
Life is what it is now for me. I could use a job. I get out on average 20 resumes a day, 100 per week and 400 per month. I am trying. It is the stupid economy that sucks. I still have not received the Letters of Administration yet and did email my lawyer. It should be coming any time soon. My friend CS might be interested in the car, which would make it very easy for me. I just need the Letters of Administration to get the car in my name so I can sell it. Yahoo!
You are my support. I need to talk and there are not people always around when you want to talk. I enjoy listening to you and the fact that you listen to me as well. I appreciate your feedbacks and comments. You are my life link and I still need all of you in my life. I might still keep in contact when my life gets in balance but we will see on that one. I don't know how people get on with their lives without Daily Strength.
Thank you from Diane Baillie
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