Smoke free

  This is my first day no cigarettes...My aunt, who is a drug and alcohol counselor, once told me that Marijuana was the 2nd hardest drug to quit, under heroin.  I disagree.  I think cigarettes are.  Thank the goddess that I am near out of Christmas chocolates, as then I will be left with fruit to snack on and no money to buy crap snacks.   My cravings were no where near as bad with alcohol or pot…add to that, my boyfriend is quitting too and he’s a miserable get right now.  I know I need to quit it…I hear my flat mate coughing up a lung every night and morning and I have watched a man with a PHD in Psychology, slowly and painfully die of emphysema.  I can’t afford it financially or physically for that matter…so it must be physical withdrawls.