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i have kind of come to a place where i recognize I can't 'think my way' out of my disorder..
again and again I come back to a moment of health, clarity and calm - to then some undermining thoughts, pain and upset, dissaray ..I have learned though to kind of know how to live in a 'quantum space' - neither on - nor - off - just 'in the middle' of things - that helps me get on with the day and what I am doing and/or need to do..
I am really grateful because I am able to learn each day...Life changes and it's good that I can too.
So there's 'the right now' that I have which is good and I am trying to accept the peace and the comfort 'when I can have it'. For now I see my life as it is - and I will look past it's limits and maybe even capitalize on them - seeing opportunity in my limits and so see its graces. I realize I may have future - a kind of future that is different - but it seems to be just emerging we all have our individual - and our individual future and make our lives accordingly. :)
Things are good. I hope your day is going well.
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