Slept all day

You would think that after getting 14 hours of sleep plus a 2 hour nap I would feel better. But I don't. It's depression. I can sleep for 24 hours with only food and bathroom breaks. I don't know why I'm depressed. It could just be no trigger besides my bipolar. I've been sick for weeks, too. I'm exhausted and sick and tired of pills and shots. Now I have an abscess on my hip and I can't even run. I want to be able to run... it clears my mind. I tried it today and I could feel the abscess bouncing around. I just walked a bit. I have done almost nothing today besides sleep. I want Geo to come lay down with me but he will be upset and make me feel worse. I just want to feel loved. I know he loves me, but it's hard when I need him and he wants to be alone. I'm crying now... I'm going to go ask him if he will lie down with me. I just need some love.

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Lucy570
Lucy570

I feel the same way but nobody there for me. I am sorry you are feeling so bad. Maybe Geo can cheer you up. Hugs. I feel like I am getting the flu so here we go again. I have to return to work Thursday. Oh boy
good2go2001
good2go2001

Being sick i think is playing a part in the sleeping so much and no energy. Try to keep drinking plenty of fluids its so important to stay hydrated.... I hope Geo is understanding its so hard when you feel so down and just need someone to show they care and just tell you its going to be ok. If things keep getting worse maybe you are going to need to contact your doctor and make sure something else isnt going on too.... Hugggzzzz
ann54
ann54

you haven\'t been feeling good for awhile and maybe your body is just taking care of its self by sleeping. I know how lonely it can get and all you want is some attention and love. maybe if you explain to geo how you feel,the much needed show of love, he will lay with you, even for a short while. hugs and feel better.
JoyceMarilyn
JoyceMarilyn

I hope Geo comes to lay down and cuddle! :)
ZECILKL
ZECILKL

Hope things work out the way you need them too. Glad you are asking Geo .