sitting up......whoa.

wobby little colt writing to you from these southern united states.  HI!
washing little rugs, a multi colored scatter rug from in front of the kitchen sink.  the blue rugs from the bathroom, the kitty rug that catches kitty litter so it doesn't spread through the house.  always washing something around here.
tidy as i go, that is the motto around this place.  today i showered.  somebody blow the horn and beat the drums.  clean and shiny is always an improvement.  just put some raw shea butter hand cream on my hands.  feels rich, helps guard against winter dry skin.  still boring, but plugging away.  can't remember when i wrote last, gonna guess a day or two or three ago?
the mailbox was stuffed full.  gold star for bringing it into the house.  and another star for opening it up.  the rest can wait.  the paying, the reading and so forth.  putting it on hold. 
trash to curb.  tah dah dah dah de dah! charge!  chores are boring to talk about, but when you can do 'em you should cheer and give yourself a high five, lotsof love points.........celebrate.  it is so hard to do these things, bug you are doing them in care of you and your quality of life. so WAFREAKING WHOOOOOOO!
the last time i was out i got a copy of the NY Times.  in all of my life i have never (that i can remember)read a copy..........so let's check that off the ol bucket list.  it's not a sunday copy so i still have to try to do the NY Times Crossword Puzzle at least once.  I am already tired of typing.  hang in there sparrow, c'mon.......do a littlemore.  sit up higher and take your time.
i was up for a few hours in the middle of last night.  not my favorite time to be awake.......but what can ya do?  this morning i dreamed that i was riding a harley.......over these huge hills........felt like i was taking on a roller coaster trail ......i could feel the fear and excitement........then somebody passed me and shouted, "it's only a dream you know, it doesn't count as much as when you do it awake!"
well rats.........can't believe i dreamed in a character who shall be forever remembered as a "smartass buzz killer!"
and now a brief pause to repent my language sins.  .........
i am, by the way, completely and totally terrified of roller coasters.  this is not something i will ever overcome or even try to overcome.  i did try and it did not go well and so i hung up my need to go on any roller coaster ever again. i'm fine with it.  roller coasters are not my friend.
but i would like to fly.......like a bird.  absolutely. 
can't remember if i shared that i finally did one of the really big things on my list.  i organized the files.  it was a big job......took me a long time to do it........can't remember what day it was.......ended up staying up til 4 am to finish.  wanted that monkey off my back.  i sorted through each old file and then moved it to the new to me closed file cabinet i found at a good ol goodwill store.  feels so good to have it behind me.  that project was a millstone for ?  hmmm, bought the cabinet months and months ago........but it is now done. finis.  yayyyyyyy.
my siblings and children are all struggling with health issues......all shapes and sizes of issues.  prayer is requested and appreciated.........love you and many thanks!
currently watching Charmed.  it's a corny show.....but it is one of those shows that i can watch with my eyelids down and requires little to no concentration.  it is helping me go through this current flare.  good to have this to ease all the hours lost in bed.
time to put the rugs in the dryer.  sipping orange sunrise, so delicious.  the kitties seem to be enjoying their new cat beds.  at first they didn't know what they were and now they are napping in them and seem to be very happy! 
sorry but i can't seem to organize this little word trip.  ..........dizzy and wimpy, maybe another lie down is in order.  i miss you wish you were here........pray for you, love you..........think you're grand!  and precious.....ruthiebird