Single Minded Or Single Strung?

well...offically, being single is just the worst. especially for me. i'm going insane and Rose has barely brokenup with me. i feel pathetic and i don't know how to help my friend with her being bullied, i've lost conrol, and it seems like not even the best day can get me through.
i feel like an idiot sitting in class, spaced out, not listening, and not knowing the answer when every one else does. even if i listen, it seems like everyone has this "code" that they can understand, and i'm the outcast who can't learn the language. but then again, my english isn't that great, either.
i'm upset, and angry and confused, i'm happy, i'm don't i'm up and i'm just done jumping around. i need to sit still for just five minutes, ADHD has made that impossible in all ways possible.
i've got a headache and am done speaking of thyself. how's everyone else?