Sileo

I am spending another lazy Saturday, sipping coffee, crocheting, and hanging out with my wonderful husband.   Again, I find myself gazing out our living room windows and I have made a wonderful discovery.  A beautiful Robin is building her nest right outside of our window.
OK, I must admit that at first, I was struck by the irony of this.  Sure we recently lost our son, and now I have to gaze out at a bird preparing a nest for her new babies.  Not fair.  This reminds me of another not fair animal moment.  While Matt and I were on our trip to California, we stopped to see a geyser we read about in our travel guide.  Well, this turned out to be quite the roadside attraction.  Sure the geyser was cool but there were lots of other cheesy things set up - one being a petting zoo.  In one fenced in area, a mother goat was nursing her baby goat and I found myself balling.  You know your emotions are raw when a nursing goat brings you to tears - seriously a goat!  I think the kids around the petting zoo thought I was a complete nut.
Anyway,  back to my Robin.  After I got through my initial moment of irony, I found myself drawn to this mother bird as she builds her nest.  It is so amazing to watch her bring back scraps, twigs and strings and weave them together to make nest.  Its stunning to watch her wind these items around in circles and pat them down with her feet.  There is such beauty and love in the way that she builds this nest for her babies.  One of the things I found most stunning about this whole process is how secure this nest is.  Its a rather windy morning.  All of the leaves delicate branches of the tree are swaying about in the wind yet the nest - which is made of nothing more than scraps and twigs - stands firm.  It doesn't sway at all.  Matt mentioned something about a mother Robin's spit being like cement which holds the nest together so strongly.  I have no idea if that is actually true, but I like the imagery of it!
Gods love is a lot like that.  Man this world is just plain windy.  We are constantly blown back and forth by the turbulent gusts of the struggles and hardships and pain of this life.  Yet, God's love is immovable.  He keeps telling me just rest in the nest of love and protection and hope that He has made for me.    Yes, the world will still be turbulent, and unfortunately, we do not get a quick pass out of these troubles, but in Him, we are secure and will find rest.
This reminds me of the picture that Matt created to go over our bed.  In large lime green text, is the word Sileo which is Latin for rest or quiet.  Under that, is the verse that reminds me of God's amazing, immovable love:
He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the Shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the Lord,  "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God in whom I trust."
-Psalm 91:1-2

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I love the analogy. I have learned a lot about life these last few weeks. I love how you express it.
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Beautiful...thanks for sharing...it was very moving.
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I don\'t normally read people journals but for some reason I clicked the link in my email. Talk about divine. I needed to hear this thank you for sharing. Thank you God for your still small voice.
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that was really good it remind me how strong god love is for u s thank you for sharing.
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itn\'t is amazing how the simple things now mean so much more, I find since losing Samantha I notice everything, I even said that to my husband how I can see some much more detail then I could before and I thought I noticed things then. Thank you for this moving jorunal, your so strong and your love is so pure, keep it up mama ***Big Hugs***
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very true, thank you for sharing
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Very sweet entry:)

I would have cried at the goat too...

I love all of the beautiful verses and saying that you have in your home. You and your husband are so creative. :)