Sign and Prayer

I want to start this journal with something I think is a sign from Josh but not sure.  I was in a store on Sunday and took out a $5 bill to pay for my things.  Well as I was pulling it out I noticed a small heart stamped on the back of it.  I told my brother I should keep this $5.00.  He thought I was crazy.  Well yesterday I pulled it out to look at the date thinking wouldn't it be great if is was a 1990 (the year Josh was born).  Instead it was a 2006 the year he died.  For some reason it amazes me that there was a small heart on the year he died.  I think it was a sign from Josh.  What I don't know but still a sign.
My mother will be having heart surgery on Thursday.  She is having to have heart valves replaced.  The heart surgery will take place at Wake Med in Raleigh.  I have good faith in these folks as they took great care of my daddy when he had his heart attack.  My brothers and I will leave tomorrow afternoon.  Spend Wednesday and Thursday night there and come home sometime Friday.  Please keep her in your prayers.
I come home on Friday to get ready for another road clean up for Josh.  Something I dread but I do for Josh. 
Love you my Joshie Pooh!!!!!