sick of everything!!!
ugh! I just want to scream, punch something. I'm just so sick of everyone reminding how much of a bad mother I am. how I fail at everything. I'm just done feeling sad, lonely, pissed off and having to pretend. I just wish there was some way I could make people understand depression and how it feels. it's not like I just woke up one morning & said hey I think i'm going to be depressed today just because I have nothing better to do. I have no support from my family & only a few friends try to understand. my depression hasn't been this low in a long time, ive been down before but not this bad. I just want it to end! everytime I start feeling better something or someone just pushes me back down it's like nobody wants me to get better. nobody wants me to be happy. it sucks
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I\'m sorry you\'re struggling with depression. I don\'t think that anyone can truly understand unless they\'ve dealt with it themselves. And, stress definitely makes depression worse. You certainly have plenty of that given what your kids have gotten into lately, and a lot of other stressors as well, I\'m sure. From my perspective, you certainly aren\'t a bad mother! A bad mom wouldn\'t care that her kids were getting in trouble and try to prevent them from hurting themselves. You obviously care about them very much. Please don\'t beat up on yourself, and certainly don\'t let others do so. I\'m here if you need to talk. Hugs, Judy