Sick of being sick.

I am still somewhat without a job and feeling more depressed than ever. I don't know if it is loneliness or if it has to do with my dad and his new family. I am also really anxious about my job and about the fact that both of my parents are living in Denver now. I don't want my mom pushing me out of her house when she finds it inconvenient for me to be there. Such as, when her boyfriend is there ro when she is having a dinner party with friends. Also, my dad has gotten really comfortable coming over and eating and whatnot and now he will have his wife and child and I doubt my mom will open her door to them. That is a total loss of a friendship. My mom found my dad his new home, or at least really helped.   This weekend was really stressful. I had to go to a job that I quit and I also had my mom's boyfriend in town... now he is really nice, but it is just an awkward area.  I have my topic to write my paper and I cannot just get myself to sit and write anything I am finding that this is going to be harder than I had anticipated.  Tomorrow I see my therapist and my psychiatric nurse practitioner. I am somewhat nervous to meet with the nurse because she will be messing with my medications. And medication is key in a successful me. Wish me luck, cause I think that I am going to need it. I hope some thing changes for the better. I want to get on the right track... a good track. I am sick of being sick.