Sick inside

I just want to let it out , that I can't stop thinking about the past and I think a big reason is because I have nothing else going on in my life. Nothing else to think about. It would be cool if they were good memories but they aren't.
I've taken to sleeping as much as possible, napping most of the day on my days off. I do it to avoid the reality that is my life. And to avoid the thoughts that I can't seem to get out of my head. Sleep is a good remedy.
I feel sick inside
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKNtFq7wS14

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darkenedheart
darkenedheart

sleep is a good avoidance tactic. I use it often. i will look at your utube now
darkenedheart
darkenedheart

oh I like that song I dont know the band but high energy and the singer is HOT I notice he has a wedding ring on lol.

When are u gonna unleash your hatred heretic? Its killing you poisoning you holding it all inside. xox
GinaWonders
GinaWonders

You are miserable and uncomfortable - PLEASE try to do something different - you will still be uncomfortable, but growing pains is better than Stuck pains...

You are a good person, and deserve a good life, a break, love and good stuff! We are here, we can help love you, till you love yourself - get a self help book, or read something positive that inspiring or earth moving, go to any meeting!

Make real friends, that accept you SOMEWHERE!!! ((((BIG HUG)))) my sweet, sleeping is almost hope : ) We wake hoping something is different...
darkenedheart
darkenedheart

I agree with Gina, SOMETHING has to change to shift you from your pain. I listened to sick inside again just now, how many times have you listened to it? does it help?
darkenedheart
darkenedheart

heretic??? helloo???