sick again wed feb 23. 2011

oh my god my stomack  is getting so big. blue jeans wanted to cut me in half. im sick again. i think its all my smoking. got an electronic cig, tastes funny. have bad chest congestion. having trouble speaking. im starting to get very worried. i need to cut down on my smoking i know. its so hard. im so nervouis rite now. hope im not contagise. on sons computer. he cannot afford to get sick and me either. ok, sister is here. i need to take a xanex. getting very nervolius. havnt takin one yet today hard to type like this. will try maybe to get on here later........