should be laying down

well, im up so i thought id write a little now. the service will prob go off tommorow. kinda realy nervoius about tommorow. j didnt call me like he said he would, oh well. its b,s bday today. hope uncle  doesnt pass today. that wouldnt be good for my bro. havent taken my sleeping pill yet. i feel like a kid whos parents have been out of town and there about to come back. thats     vey silly. ok, going to spend my last night vegging out as ussual. going to watch my tapes from tonight, then who knows if i cant sleep, ill get back on. ok, by