Shitty Day.............

shitty day shitty life, today I just cant ..I dont even know what the hell I'm trying to say,the past two days have been bad, had a long rough day at the doctors wednesday and well thurs wasnt good news with my results but right now I just dont care.. I'm glad I have my two babies here with me , I am grateful for them, the support I get here or should say lack of is typical, for some reason driving home this am I had a flashback of that morning I found my Giz, how he felt when I touched him, how he looked and I just lost it, seems that set the mood for the day...I just get quiet but things have been bothering me lately, things in my life. People in my life..If everyone in my life had 4 legs life would be terrific, I'm tired stressed feeling taken for granted BIG TIME !! I have totally had it

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Hi sweetie,

So sorry to hear things aren\'t going well for you. I could relate very well. I had a very stressful day myself. My job, my boss, my husband, $$ problems. It just never ends. And the more I do the more I feel like I get shitted on. I feel so many take me and my good heart for granted. Some days I just want to scream, other days I just want to leave and sometimes I wish I were just dead so I don\'t have to deal will all the bull and anxieties I suffer. Boy, I could put up a good front. Everything looks good on the outside but I\'m dieing on the inside.

I just keep praying and say Michelle just take one day at a time.

Hopefully together we could work through these problems together and give each other the strength to carry on. I swear, I so much believe this is *HELL* we live in now. How could it get any worse?

My thoughts and Prayers are with you sweetie. Together we will pull through.

(((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))

Love,
Michelle
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I forgot to ask, is everything ok? you said you had a long day at the doctors. Now you have me thinking. Are you ok health wise?

I worry about my GOOD friends.

I\'m hear if you need to talk.

Luv ya,
Michelle