Sexually Transmitted Diseases

I feel so disgusted.   There are two reasons why my H is the only man I have ever slept with.  Number one is because I always believed in being pure to ones mate, and I knew that my virginity was the biggest gift I could give to the man I intended to spend the rest of my life with.   Number two, I adamantly never wanted to contract an STD.  Never. Yet, this morning, my test results came in the mail  It was positive for Herpes Simplex 2.   I have no words to say.  Only tears to shed.  I am in such disbelief.   No anger, no hatred...just shocked.   I intend to call the OW tonight, as I feel that although my H contracted this from her, she has a right to know.   Just shock.  I am just sick with shock.