September 2014
Bipolar mind
I just want to walk right out of my life.No matter what I do, it's never good enough.The older I get, the less patience I have.I'm so tired of people expecting more from me than I can give.I can't stand the chaos anymore.I truly believe I've been on enough medications to know that where I am is the best I'll ever be and it sucks knowing I've been cheated out of a better life.Worse than that, my family has had to pay the price as well. I'm tired.I'm tired of fighting to find happiness and peace of mind.For me, it has never come naturally.Sometimes I think I'd trade the rest of my life for one week of knowing what it feels like to be happy and genuine love of life.
I just want to walk right out of my life.No matter what I do, it's never good enough.The older I get, the less patience I have.I'm so tired of people expecting more from me than I can give.I can't stand the chaos anymore.I truly believe I've been on enough medications to know that where I am is the best I'll ever be and it sucks knowing I've been cheated out of a better life.Worse than that, my family has had to pay the price as well. I'm tired.I'm tired of fighting to find happiness and peace of mind.For me, it has never come naturally.Sometimes I think I'd trade the rest of my life for one week of knowing what it feels like to be happy and genuine love of life.
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