September

I saw the signs, but refused to listen.when my intuition spoke, I turned my head.For once in my life, a guy shows true interest in me,the first time a guy showed his true interest in me...I'm so passive, and when I'm scared, I can't fight.if he would've waited, I'm so passive,maybe we wouldn't have had to fight....he took all my firsts, my biggest in September...and now I'm left alone,to resist this emptiness, this hurt... this september...