seeking a life order

it seems like when I have time on my hands - like the weekend - I seek an ultimate satisfaction in whichever form that might take.. i need to re-frame that impulse. Hopefully this will


adjust my expectation - and put me in touch with realities that will ultimately help me successfully organize my time - by being able to measure my free time and the pursuits that I might make during those times. Rather than unwinding and becoming totally upset by not being able to manage.

 

Sitting here alone is starting to have its good aspects. I like going out with others but for now, I think I'll go to the Panda Express and get a big Diet Coke and walk my way home.

 

Things are going ok I guess - ok enough - and so I am grateful. I just spoke with my sister on the phone. She called and shared with me about the new things in her life. I am really happy for her - she's a terrific person. 

Just again, sending good wishes out there.

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Deckard
Deckard

Good wishes sent back to you.
malibumark
malibumark

thanks Chris! :)
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD

Big hug LC.... It's nice that you're enjoying talking to family and feeling grateful...…..xo
malibumark
malibumark

:-)
arfie
arfie

Sitting alone has always had good aspects and always will. Yay you for finally noticing. May your observation skills continue to grow. Simply noticing is the harder part of appreciation in Arf Opine.

Great sisters and Panda Express are worthy of appreciation, too. Can you pick me up a diet water with your diet coke?
Deckard
Deckard

Ive heard of Panda Express but never experienced it.
malibumark
malibumark

:-) diet water and diet coke for all. I go to the Panda Express for the Diet Coke, since it's across the way from the Bakery and so in walking distance. The food there is not so high in flavor and kind of greasy. Not the best, I'd like it to be better but sometimes I will eat there. I like good Chinese food.
Deckard
Deckard

Non chain Chinese food is good. Just like non chain Mexican food.
malibumark
malibumark

correct-a-mundo! :)