second home
home is not the right word but only word I can think to use
first place was bad. got hit so hard tube cane out but got it put back in.i don't like doing the feedings. I want pizza or a burger or spaghetti. this first day at the second new home. I don't know of its good yet. she asked my social worker if she gets paid more if I die in her home. I was standing right there.i wanted to cry but I didn't because is wrong to.i just listen. she gets pad more but not extra if iv die.
I haven't heard from John. no letter from dad. suposed to clean her floors.i need to before she gets mad.i don't want to go somewhere new.i want to be with John
first place was bad. got hit so hard tube cane out but got it put back in.i don't like doing the feedings. I want pizza or a burger or spaghetti. this first day at the second new home. I don't know of its good yet. she asked my social worker if she gets paid more if I die in her home. I was standing right there.i wanted to cry but I didn't because is wrong to.i just listen. she gets pad more but not extra if iv die.
I haven't heard from John. no letter from dad. suposed to clean her floors.i need to before she gets mad.i don't want to go somewhere new.i want to be with John
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It is not wrong to cry. She should not have asked that, especially in front of you.
Your brother may feel bad that he was unable to have you living with him at this time. He may not have contacted you yet because he is dealing with that feeling, maybe. I\'m sure that he misses you. From what you have written in your journals, it sounds as if he does love you a lot. He, too, is young and is having a rough time. You both seem to love each other. I\'m sure you will be able to connect with him soon. Plus you said he has two jobs - that keeps him super busy I\'m sure.
I really liked your list of things you\'d like to do. It\'s good to dream big. I don\'t think anyone realizes all their dreams, even the people who are totally healthy or have lots of money. Life is too short. So we all just have to dream and do our best to live the best life we possibly can given our situation, whatever it is. If you look hard enough there\'s always a silver lining somewhere.
Perhaps you can focus on helping your medical team find a cure for your disease? Have you spoken to your doctors about that or have they mentioned anything like that?
I hope you feel better soon. Keep your chin up! :)
some fosters take in kids for money. she does. and my dad always said its wrong to cry. I want to see my brother but I know hes busy with work.
I was suposed to see my dr today but she didn\'t want to take me so maybe next time I can ask him.