Everything is getting much much better. Now that I am in school full-time all of my energy and distractions are fading. I am also weighing in on Buddhism, I love the religion... more, the way of living so peacefully and content in harmony with eachother, I love to be kind to people and animals I am most always optimistic now and I am even taking public transportaation more than I drive. It's not to save the enviornment, but rather to simply not have to rely on something that has cost me so much money in the past, money that I dont have to spend on an automobile. I am going to a movie with my mom this afternoon and I think that will be a nice distraction from everything else, just get a little bit away from school for a little while and then I can start reading when I get home. I have a small exam on Wednesday to take care of. I best get going. I will talk with you later! Oh and if anyone knows anything about meditating please give me some pointers, I am trying to learn how to clear my head and relax and meditate. Goodnight Moon.