scary thoughts....
Oh wooo, tomorrow is the day...scared and excited. Sometimes my mind wanders and i think about waking up from surgery with Rosanne Barrs boobs from her bad dream(HUMUNGOUS), and thoughts of just not waking up at all, and thoughts of getting a terrible infection that leads to tons of pain lasting a long long time...ugg. I do suppose lots of people have all these thoughts and more prior to surgery. Just gotta hang in there and deal and just relax. Also quit smoking cigarettes June 30,2011. Very proud of myself and others that are doing this too. Not easy but do-able!!!!! Really sux that the other 2 ppl in my household smoke and roll their own cigs. I used to roll for everyone..but told them i could no longer do it, it would just be too hard for me. I moved the ashtrays from my nightstand and from my computer desk...but of course theres still ashtrays all over the house for them. On my 6th day and it is gettin easier but do have flashes of a desire to just light up, and i tell myself "this too shall pass" and just occupy myself with somethin else. Gotta starve this damn monster to death!!! He is no longer welcome in my life(my body).
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Hi Sally, Congrats on your quit. Would the family members respect you enough to smoke outside?? To get ALL of the smoking tools OUT of the house? Remember, you are NOT asking them to quit, just to be more considerate of your decision.
What type os surgery are you having?? I am having 2nd back surgery on the 18th but this is my 19th or 20th time under the knife so I know from FACT..you heal so much faster being smokefree. The hard part is during recovery..just sitting around being board is tough but keep your hands busy at all times and I KNOW you will be fine.
Lots of Luck and come here often.
Hugs,Mayberry
I am praying for you that your surgery goes well tomorrow. Don\'t worry. Everything is going to be fine. It is normal to feel all sorts of things before undergoing the knife. (No big boobs for you.LOL)
I congratulate you on your quitting of the smoke! Whoooooooohooooo! I am praying for some help in that regard, as I only have one more pack of ciggies and no way to get anymore. (I may be whining on your doorstep for help.LOLOL)
Do what you can to rest tonight and plan on pampering yourself after your surgery tomorrow.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
thank you girls for your support and good thoughts, i am feeling so rushed and anxious right now i dont even know what to write :-( ug I will be back as soon as i can...could be anywhere from 2-4 weeks, just not sure. Having breast augmentation under the muscle at 12:30 today...its 10 now..eeekeess lol take care of yourselves k??? big hugs!!!!!!!!!