Scars For Life
Everyone has scars,some are better at hiding it than others.Everyone has felt pain.Scars dont go away.We hide our scars with tattoos,clothing and cancealer make up.No matter how hard we try to cover up our scars still linger mocking us of a poor choice and self reflection.
We may have scars on the outside but also in our insides in the deepest part of our souls.For some of us we make scars on the outside because of what in our inside.Our insides scream at us and taunt until we see not a light in sight and we scar our selves up,only to make the screaming stop.
Every scar has a story , a distant memory to it.Scars are a reminder and a lesson to each one.Just like pain remindes us that our heart is still beating.Does self harm make me crazy? I dont think so,it only futher proves I'm human and still growing and make poor decisions.I do sometimes feel a bit crazy when im standing in the shower watching were I cut and blood pouring down the drain and I cant decide whether to stop the bleeding or not. But I relkize I am a little un stable but I relize I can get better and I dont have to do this, all I have to do is let myself feel because one day I will heal,I will get better and I will get past all of this.Healing is a choice.I ask you this readers, what step are you willing to take for recovery?whats the right choice?
P.S sorry if the spelling and punctuation is off, im taking loratab and muscle relaxers got in an accident at work.
Annie
We may have scars on the outside but also in our insides in the deepest part of our souls.For some of us we make scars on the outside because of what in our inside.Our insides scream at us and taunt until we see not a light in sight and we scar our selves up,only to make the screaming stop.
Every scar has a story , a distant memory to it.Scars are a reminder and a lesson to each one.Just like pain remindes us that our heart is still beating.Does self harm make me crazy? I dont think so,it only futher proves I'm human and still growing and make poor decisions.I do sometimes feel a bit crazy when im standing in the shower watching were I cut and blood pouring down the drain and I cant decide whether to stop the bleeding or not. But I relkize I am a little un stable but I relize I can get better and I dont have to do this, all I have to do is let myself feel because one day I will heal,I will get better and I will get past all of this.Healing is a choice.I ask you this readers, what step are you willing to take for recovery?whats the right choice?
P.S sorry if the spelling and punctuation is off, im taking loratab and muscle relaxers got in an accident at work.
Annie
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