Scale Hell.... STILL!
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Sometimes i do the most stupid things! I am smart... I know better... but, well... sometimes apparently that does not seem to matter cause I still do stupid things!
My deal with myself is to only weigh once a month other than the occasional doc appt where they have me weigh... And last Friday was weigh in #1. And I lost 28 lbs in the first 30 days. AWESOME!
But today... for some STUPID reason I figured i'd go find the scale... (I had my hubby hide it for me!). I'd like to say I just came across it, but that would be a lie and I'm NOT going to lie to myself (or you if you are reading this...) about what happened because I spent too many years lying to myself about myself.
I went looking for it. As I mentioned, my hubby hid it, so it was not hard to find :) In his bedside tables bottom drawer! LOL! I ran right into the bathroom, stripped down, and jumped on! And POOF! I was disappointed! I was down under a pound.... it had been 5 days since I weighed... Of course my head did the math and I "should have" lost 2 to 4 lbs based on what I lost the first month. WHAT THE HECK!?!? How can I figure what I lost the first month is what I'll lose the 2nd month. And who says had I weighed every day the 1st month the loss would have been equally divided up between the 30 days.... I am sure I lost some days... maybe in a row, then not for a few... etc etc.
Jeeze.... I am such a twit sometimes!
I am NOT going to let this ruin my day! It is what it is... and I can ONLY control what I put in my mouth and the exercise I do... I CANNOT control what the scale does...
My goal for my next weigh in is to be in the 250's. I am 268 as of my last weigh in (last Friday, not today because that does NOT count!). That means i need to lose 9 pounds to get to 259 by September 24th (ish) depending upon when the scale comes out, but around there.
If I keep doing what I am doing... I should be able to do this just fine :) Nuff said. I am going to forgive myself (tell my hubby and ask him to hide the scale again! sheeshe!) and move on. Lesson learned. I WILL NOT GO FIND THE SCALE AGAIN!
My deal with myself is to only weigh once a month other than the occasional doc appt where they have me weigh... And last Friday was weigh in #1. And I lost 28 lbs in the first 30 days. AWESOME!
But today... for some STUPID reason I figured i'd go find the scale... (I had my hubby hide it for me!). I'd like to say I just came across it, but that would be a lie and I'm NOT going to lie to myself (or you if you are reading this...) about what happened because I spent too many years lying to myself about myself.
I went looking for it. As I mentioned, my hubby hid it, so it was not hard to find :) In his bedside tables bottom drawer! LOL! I ran right into the bathroom, stripped down, and jumped on! And POOF! I was disappointed! I was down under a pound.... it had been 5 days since I weighed... Of course my head did the math and I "should have" lost 2 to 4 lbs based on what I lost the first month. WHAT THE HECK!?!? How can I figure what I lost the first month is what I'll lose the 2nd month. And who says had I weighed every day the 1st month the loss would have been equally divided up between the 30 days.... I am sure I lost some days... maybe in a row, then not for a few... etc etc.
Jeeze.... I am such a twit sometimes!
I am NOT going to let this ruin my day! It is what it is... and I can ONLY control what I put in my mouth and the exercise I do... I CANNOT control what the scale does...
My goal for my next weigh in is to be in the 250's. I am 268 as of my last weigh in (last Friday, not today because that does NOT count!). That means i need to lose 9 pounds to get to 259 by September 24th (ish) depending upon when the scale comes out, but around there.
If I keep doing what I am doing... I should be able to do this just fine :) Nuff said. I am going to forgive myself (tell my hubby and ask him to hide the scale again! sheeshe!) and move on. Lesson learned. I WILL NOT GO FIND THE SCALE AGAIN!
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