saturday nov 13, 2010. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

wel, thats just great. now my dvd player will only play certain dvds. that figures. i dont know whats wrong w/ it. it realy pisses me off when things dont work for me. ok. went to doc on wed. he set me up w/ foot doc, ent, and something else, oh ya blood test next monday. skipping this group till spring. it was 70 here yesterday and 45 today. here comes all the colds and flu. went to ymca only once this week. was supposed to go yesterday, but didnt. i need some self control. have to find some winter clothes. everything is sooo tite on me. i HAVE TO  loose weight. i cant afford new clothes, even from thrift store. son doesnt know  but he wont get a present from me this yr. first yr ever. he doesnt even begin to know how screwed we are. well, it all comes down to me. im the one w/ name on everything, exept the phone. he is flat broke again of course. im very worried. dont know how or what we will be eating the rest of the month, and next mont worse. im very deppressed today. and my stupid dvd player, i shouldnt be this mad about an appliance, but i am. its my only form of entertainment. oh well, back to the vhs tapes i guess. well, at least i can get on here. (so far). i wouldnt bet the farm on it. son needs a dentist sooo bad. oh well, yadda yadda yaddad, thats all for me for now. moore later.....