Saturday Night
Day 3 of 365 - Man Break
Weekends are usually tough for me because those are the nights I associate with dating and being with someone. Fortunately for me this Saturday night I'm okay with being with me. My son is at a sleepover and my daughter is at the movies with her friend and it's peaceful having some time alone. I plan to curl up with a movie and relax. Something I definitely need to do. I'm okay being with myself. I enjoy my own company so sometimes I wonder why I am so needy for a man.
Is it society? Is it pressure from friends and family? Is it pressure I put on myself?
Being alone is not that hard for me but FEELING alone is different. I would like to understand where that loneliness inside myself comes from. Why do I think a man will make it better? I'm trying to figure out what it is missing within myself that I so want to fill.
Weekends are usually tough for me because those are the nights I associate with dating and being with someone. Fortunately for me this Saturday night I'm okay with being with me. My son is at a sleepover and my daughter is at the movies with her friend and it's peaceful having some time alone. I plan to curl up with a movie and relax. Something I definitely need to do. I'm okay being with myself. I enjoy my own company so sometimes I wonder why I am so needy for a man.
Is it society? Is it pressure from friends and family? Is it pressure I put on myself?
Being alone is not that hard for me but FEELING alone is different. I would like to understand where that loneliness inside myself comes from. Why do I think a man will make it better? I'm trying to figure out what it is missing within myself that I so want to fill.
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