sat night aug 2, no 3rd evening looking for a group 4 me.

so well am on sis computer lissaning to my cris dauhgtry on the computer while im writing or i should say tying to type, did some exersisies but i havnt but havent ben koing faithfully for a bout 4 to 5 days too many new things i am scared of whaat is going to happen if i heals wrong. that could happen. which might cause a limp. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. it was a lot easier when had pelvic bone surgery. oh ya im going to find me hopefully a group for surgurys and bones and etc going to be like the hulk on right side all these parts.  ENOUGH WITH THE PARTS ALLREADY. i still am  i know in shok, all people i could maybe speaks to are off for holiday, i would be  for sure! anyways just a jot fro today. slept too long a gain. did do aexersises thought i was better when left hell hole.................. wow this is the most time when i cant take care of myself, exept the big crash of 2000. i was much younger then and lighter. at leaste i lost weight 24 l.b.,so far. THATS HUGE!!! its a hell of way to lose weight, but ill take it  ok going to find a group for al this crap.....moore tommorow