sat jan 21,2012 10.30 p.m.

well, i  did exsersise two times today. once in the early afternoon and once just now. did cardio for about3 songs. thats pretty damm good if i do say so myself. i ate all the chocolate last night and i know i will have moore tonight. i did eat pretty well, had egg beaters for breakfast and peice of ww tst. then had half pac gram crackers. for dinner i had some very low calorie home maid chili. yum, had some friut n veggies also. so then i exsersised alot. so i will have moor3e junk tonight i know. going to aunts and my place tommorw w/ sis. getting suitcase so i can start packing. still very worried and nerbvouis about all that. i dont know how this is going to go and im very scared. have to at leaste get the suitcase tommorow. im soooo poor, i hav no idea what im going to do. im so very afraid. i know i have beeen here way too long, but im still very upset n scared ;oleyou wouldnt beleive. ive been not thinking about it and thats no good, its going to be i dont even know what yet, ok, cant think about it tonight. hav to call b.f. will write tommorow.......