Same Problems, only worse

Spouse overdrew her checking account and is livid.  I am convinced she is unbalanced, went from happy to dreadful within 30 min.  I do not have money coming in fast enough and continue to pound my chest dreadfully hard to kill myself.  Made the wrong career choice in going independent.  Death would be welcome right now.  If there was a way to do it painless, would gladly opt out of this miserable life.  Total failure here.