Same day tho it is 1 a.m. but im still up mon july 14-15,2014

Ya i like the colors, well, i didst go swimming shock shock, it thundered n lightning but not much rain, thank you. I made my pancakes w oatmeal n and egg in them, so good, was going to buy whole wheat pancake mix. almost 5 dollars, screw that, i haven't ate yet, took my meds i need for the night, so i wanted to write in here while still have the brain power, duuuu. didn't leave again. went and got mail, that's all. had malt o meal for my breakfast at 3 p.m. im so out of sync w the rest of the world it seems. im  DISCOMBOBULATED. wow i spelled that right, no spell check underline, OMG  im Einstein.ha anyway, i guess i got nothin except the norm, poverty, debilitating endless hole like a rabbit hole. ive fallen down the  hole i feel sometimes. i don't know poor me. wa wa wa OK well that's it for tonight i think. taped UNDER THE DOME and i want to watch it. OK later..............