Sadness even when I'm happy
I just, I just can't explain anymore what's going on.. I don't even know. It seems like the happier I get, the more depressed I get too...
I thought coming home would make everything ok, would make me feel fine to be away from
Her... But actually I'm not ok, it's not easy to sort my feelings out, I'll just rest I guess while I can...
I guess I just don't let myself be happy, but why be happy when everything is so awful, I just don't feel I deserve it. I feel so misunderstood I just can't stand it anymore :(
I thought coming home would make everything ok, would make me feel fine to be away from
Her... But actually I'm not ok, it's not easy to sort my feelings out, I'll just rest I guess while I can...
I guess I just don't let myself be happy, but why be happy when everything is so awful, I just don't feel I deserve it. I feel so misunderstood I just can't stand it anymore :(
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Hey,I know we don\'t know each other but If you need someone to talk to I\'m a really good listener:) I\'m not a judgemental person either so you don\'t need to worry, you can trust me, I promise, even though we don\'t know each other lol I\'m just weird like that haha ^-^