sad but shouldn\'t be...

lets say disappointed.  God is so good to me.  im out of work.  enjoying the break.  got some unexpected money. i thought that since it was "found" money that i'd buy hubby a new computer that we havent bn able to get for some time.  his car is broken & its gonna cost a not.  its completed sonner than we thought.  makes no sense to hold onto the money....hubby doesnt know  that i have it.  i was concerned that id b a bit short on the computer.  was praying for the rest.  so now im dissappointed b/c i have to spend the money to get his car rather than wait until we have the money.  it was cool b/c he had no idea i had the money & he would b so surprised but ill have another opportunity.  giving gifts is a tradition.  it has nothing to do with celebrating jesus' birth.  God gave us the greatest gift.  He gave us his son so that He would die for our sins so  that we could b back in fellowship w/God.  That's the only gift that's truly important.  ill get over my disappointment.