ROUND AND ROUND WE GO...

This is me... a whirlwind of emotions!!! Trying really hard to get myself climbing out of this cursed hole we call depression. It’s tough going this time. I feel I’ve made a little progress. Now I just have to keep the momentum going. I need to shield myself from all stressors. I have been avoiding talking to my daughter for the last week. I know this sounds terrible. But... she is one of my major stressors. She can set me off in seconds. All I need is to see her name on caller ID and my stomach drops. She always seems to have issues and I just can’t deal right now. I love her to pieces but what can I do. And it’s kind of a double edged sword for me, as when I don’t answer I wonder if she is in dire need. Then I worry about that. Hey, can’t win for losing!!Had a great day with my gal pal. We ate good food and super chocolate dessert with chocolate sauce made with Bailey’s mint liqueur. Yummy!! The boys were super well behaved. I only had to speak to them once in my "teacher voice" and that was it.I hope to get the tree decorated today. Right now I’m not to motivated but maybe later. We shall see. If it doesn’t get done there is always tomorrow.Puppies get groomed today and boy do they need it. Even though I groom them and clip a little in between visits they do tend to look a tad straggly when it comes this time. They are never thrilled about it!!Anyway, gotta take the boys to school. Everyone be well. Debbie