ROUND AND ROUND WE GO...
This is me... a whirlwind of emotions!!! Trying really hard to get myself climbing out of this cursed hole we call depression. It’s tough going this time. I feel I’ve made a little progress. Now I just have to keep the momentum going. I need to shield myself from all stressors. I have been avoiding talking to my daughter for the last week. I know this sounds terrible. But... she is one of my major stressors. She can set me off in seconds. All I need is to see her name on caller ID and my stomach drops. She always seems to have issues and I just can’t deal right now. I love her to pieces but what can I do. And it’s kind of a double edged sword for me, as when I don’t answer I wonder if she is in dire need. Then I worry about that. Hey, can’t win for losing!!Had a great day with my gal pal. We ate good food and super chocolate dessert with chocolate sauce made with Bailey’s mint liqueur. Yummy!! The boys were super well behaved. I only had to speak to them once in my "teacher voice" and that was it.I hope to get the tree decorated today. Right now I’m not to motivated but maybe later. We shall see. If it doesn’t get done there is always tomorrow.Puppies get groomed today and boy do they need it. Even though I groom them and clip a little in between visits they do tend to look a tad straggly when it comes this time. They are never thrilled about it!!Anyway, gotta take the boys to school. Everyone be well. Debbie
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Your super chocolate dessert sounds soooo yummmmy! You have me drooling!! LOL
I\'m glad you are feeling a bit better, I hope and pray that you get completely out of that hole quickly.
Take care,
hugs Cathy
Did I mention I LOVE chocolate??? The desert sounds so yummy and I think I\'m over do for a chocolate fix.
Boy do I understand how you feel about your daughter. I love Winter to death but she seems to be a charter member of the disaster of the day club and 9 times out of 10 what has happened is not her fault. Of course she wants to vent to me and I have this insane disire to \"fix it\". Thought that was supposed to be a male trait.
When you get the tree done will your decorating be done? If your like me you\'ll keep at it right up to Christmas day, or that\'s how I used to be, don\'t have the steam for it this year.
I want some chocolate dessert!! Glad you and a good visit with your friend. And of course the boys behaved. Behaving boys are rare. Keep going forward. Hugs xo
Hope you feel better soon . I know how you feel with your daughter. I\'m not very happy with mine right now for leaving her two precious children alone not once but twice. She has daily visits for 1 hour. Meade\'s dad has 1 weekly visit for 1 hour. I have 2 helpers helping me put up the Christmas decorations. We may have them for 3 to 6 months. She goes to her pre trial next Tuesday. I\'m glad to see you were are with your friend and having a yummy dessert. Big Hugs ~~~~~~~~Suzanne
im so glad that you had a good time with your friend and that chocolate dessert sounds devine! i hope that your feeling better soon, maybe after the holidays the stress will get lower and youll be up and at em again! hugs to you in the meantime, im thinking of you!