Round two

I haven't been on for a while. I started exercising at the beginning of the summer and was doing great for about 3 months. But now my body is crashing again. The mornings are ok, afternoon I start to feel depressed, by dinner my body starts to ache and I'am so cold. My normal temperature seems to stay anywhere in the 90's. I check it periodically. It's kind of strange. I'm tired and I feel scared and lonely. I was doing so well. Why does it always have to come back. All of it, just go away and stop hurting me.
God this journal sucks. I only write when I feel like shit. I guess it helps deal with the pain a little. I feel so alone. I wish I had someone I could talk to that would look at me like I'm crazy and never talk to me again.
I'm so lonely.