rough day

The day really turned me inside out -

It was hard to feel any self worth there for a bit

I was so dumbstruck by all the changes in me -

but thank God I believed in just moving forward...

there's a patience in me and an inventiness that I am grateful for.

I was thinking about relationships - and how my struggle

has changed my ability to have them 'in person'.

In any event - the way I change so much during the day - and seemingly

have multitudes within is something that can make my sense of hope dissapate.

But this too shall pass. 

good night.