ROFL copter

so ofcourse this is a long over due journal entry lol well lets start off with iv been very down but just about life stuff like not getting a job or into collage but other than that days have been normal and slow uwww and i decided am goingto take my guitar playing more seriously. Right now iv know this girl Rach for a long time we allways hung about when id come down to my dads every now and then and iv known her like 5 years some of you might allready know this, well i confessed my love to her awhile a go and she said lets see how things go ouch ye i kknow right well she does have collage and that lot to think off so these past few days iv had the house t myself and she'd come round as she pratacially lives like 2 doors down, so anyway she's been over we watch movies chill out and everything and i got to hold her hand i dunno if she was intending it to happen but she seems to let me hold her hand i really enjoy it lol but i hink she just see's it as a friend thing so ye i dont really care if she means it as a friend thing i got to hold her hand :)