rockin' and rollin'

Today was Roy's first day of Band Camp for the year.  I heard from him at lunch and then at eve prayer.  I seem to pour my heart and sould into this kid and get very positive back, but loads of negative junk from all his fam members, sigh.
God has really been moving in my heart. Brother Jerry gave a sermon about Jesus talking with Peter on how much he loved him in the book of John.  And how we as beleviers should love everyone.  But there is a long list of people that I just have pure hatred towards, am I bad a person for hatred, for self centeredness?  sigh.