reminding myself 'i'm living with it'

as time passes, and i learn and grow and evolve, it seems my internal struggle changes

as well. I find myself handicapped and going mentally from living with potential - to living with 'let's hope the other shoe

doesn't fall' - I feel kind of trapped but also trying to move forward and do things that are just healthy

to do. Going to take myself to a movie just because it's important to get out of the house.

Tomorrow I will go to the gardens. I can keep those kinds of promises to myself. 

I move forward with humility.