remembering the people, friends and family brings me ...

....back to my reality.

I have Blue to take care of - I am serving at altar tonight and I will say prayers for a friend in need.

I am just kind of realizing what takes me back to the sense of my life and my reality.

I guess I don't have enough to take care of....or perhaps, just this amount of responsibilities

and asceticism has helped me realize what I am searching for - what I have been after -

answers to what is my life and a place in the world.

Things are good.