remembering I've got to extend myself

I am sitting here in my room - not doing much - after a day of work for the sisters.

I have my roasted dandelion tea which is so roasty tasting. It's good - but

a leap from the herbal teas I am used to.

Blue is hiding somewhere - he spooks me when he does that. I hope he's ok.

But I thought about how I get caught up in my mind - and I recognized

I don't want to extend myself - in lieu of activity or social contact - (well I did decided to

come here) but I realized that indeed is a recipe for a lot of danger in life.

So I decided to come on here to talk about it.

I started this whole train of thought about how some folks want you to be

an 'object in their world.' So I questioned myself - while on my own - not 

knowing what I should be doing - and I asked 'Why not be an object in my own

world?" - it really gave me access to just what I could move forward with conceptually and what I was actually doing here - staring into

space and surfing the vibe of my cozy room. I just kind of wondered - what am I asking

for within myself- what am I asking others to be? The whole line of thought and questioning

just really woke me up - The muse of the moment helped me realize I need to extend myself

socially - when I also could assert - for my own perspective - "I don't want to" - but I know I can

I know I ought to and must. And so I came on here. Things are good.

I hope you guys are finding inspiration to keep growing, learning and evolving.