Relizations
I've been talking with a really good friend of mine. I stayed over his house for a while and am about to go home soon. I really like the way he thinks about things and didn't notice how much of myself I really had to work on. I knew I had to still work on some self esteem things. But, didn't realize how much.
My friend is a sweetheart and I've known him for a short time. Just a couple of months now. But, he's helped me realized alot of things about the world and about myself.
He still has alot of things to work on himself, but doesn't let that stop him at all. I realized that he is the tye of person that I want to be. But, I just need some help getting there, I'm very insecure and I've know this for a while now. But, he's helped me see how much. I guess I've just been trying to cover it up or ignore it. But, that won't solve the problems I have with myself.
I admit that I don't like myself much at all and thought that if I just help other people, then maybe I would eventually start liking myself based on what other people tell me. Or based on how other people treat me. Or just based on how many poeple I helped, I guess.
I've just been triyng to find different ways of liking myself and I met my friend and his advice seems to be really helpful. Just pick a small thing to work on and work on it. I seem to be able to help other people, but not able to help myself much at all. But, this time I'm gonna do it.
I might do alot of journals and I might not. Idk. Anyone is welcome to read about my journey on bettering myself. I'd really like to help my bf and other people who are going thru alot of mental pain and everything. But, I can't help anyone if I'm still in the process of helping myself.
I take care of my body, but I don't take care of myself mentally at all. I just ignore it hoping that it'll go away. I just want to change some thoughts I have about things and my view on the world. That's the only way I can start helping my self esteem.
My friend is a sweetheart and I've known him for a short time. Just a couple of months now. But, he's helped me realized alot of things about the world and about myself.
He still has alot of things to work on himself, but doesn't let that stop him at all. I realized that he is the tye of person that I want to be. But, I just need some help getting there, I'm very insecure and I've know this for a while now. But, he's helped me see how much. I guess I've just been trying to cover it up or ignore it. But, that won't solve the problems I have with myself.
I admit that I don't like myself much at all and thought that if I just help other people, then maybe I would eventually start liking myself based on what other people tell me. Or based on how other people treat me. Or just based on how many poeple I helped, I guess.
I've just been triyng to find different ways of liking myself and I met my friend and his advice seems to be really helpful. Just pick a small thing to work on and work on it. I seem to be able to help other people, but not able to help myself much at all. But, this time I'm gonna do it.
I might do alot of journals and I might not. Idk. Anyone is welcome to read about my journey on bettering myself. I'd really like to help my bf and other people who are going thru alot of mental pain and everything. But, I can't help anyone if I'm still in the process of helping myself.
I take care of my body, but I don't take care of myself mentally at all. I just ignore it hoping that it'll go away. I just want to change some thoughts I have about things and my view on the world. That's the only way I can start helping my self esteem.
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Everyone is different and has different reasons and ways of doing things. He\'s only suggested that I meditate and we just talk about the world, people and the universe.
I don\'t want to misquote anything he\'s told me, since these thoughts and beliefs are really important to him. But, he has a very Bhuddist outlook on life.