Relationship reject?

im a HUGE HUGE HUGE taylor swift fan and her newest music tells me a lot about relationships. they're all about heartbreak really and well lets just say i can relate to that. im not good with getting into relationships, i've always deemed myself as not pretty enough or skinny enough or not smart enough, the usual. i'd love to get into a long term relationship while im at uni, just dont see that happening because this years been a tough year for me in terms of love. ive been in a long distance and a gay relationship, and i have definitely learnt from both. i get too attached too quickly, and it always hurts more when your heart gets too much into it. its easier being bisexual here though, nobody judges me and everyone accepts me for who i am. im trying to buck up the courage to tell my parents now because its about time they knew really. i've known this since i was 14 so i think its time for me to 'come out' to them. just need to find the courage because i know they will hate me for it and they're gonna need time to digest it, they're not exactly fond of gay people and although im not fully gay they're still gonna see me as a lesbian and they're gonna go mad. not gonna lie a little terrified, kinda wish i'd have come out a LOT sooner.
Life lessons learnt: the outsides not always important, theres a personality behind my exterior. and let the right person come to me, stop looking too hard and it should happen. and keep listening to taylor swift, brilliant for getting through the bad times!