relapse trips are the best.

Im losing my grip on reality,honestly things are really blurring atm.but oh dear fuck does it feel good.the lows are depressingly low but god do those highs make up for it
this is one of the best trips of my life....should be because its enough to kill me if im not careful.
my nose is gunna be burning but i really dont care. i'll forget about it til tomrrow
if my bf finds out. im fucked.well and fuckking truley.
my girl best mates are 12 yrs old. and i dont have any other mates Cept for Dead Girl Walking, even if she WAS on the other side of the world she'd be a hell of a lot closer than the mates ive got atm... :Dcause shes a fucking starrrrrrrr shining so bright in a dark dark night.
right now this bed of flowers is so soft and cushy.and the stars will come out twirling soon!
 

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smallgirl3
smallgirl3

hey. you\'re not fat, OR disgusting. and u kno it. hun im sorry u relapsed :(hope things get better soon, if i can help u at all please let me kno.
SecretlyDamaged
SecretlyDamaged

thanks darling. i wish i believed it.but i feel it. and people are telling me i am too.
i will and likewise. hope you is well?
smallgirl3
smallgirl3

im alright, thanks, howru?
SecretlyDamaged
SecretlyDamaged

getting there hon :)
xxx